I am changing..

Wow it has been awhile...March i mean come on alyssa...March?..i have truly been negelecting this blog but life is sonething interesting and i have never been the one to record everything in my life. which sucks because since March life has changed and how i felt about life and the people around me has drastically changed...drastically. I dunno i've just had to deal with some emotions i have never experienced before and did not know how to handle after losing my grandfather, a man that i always had great times, memorable times with. I guess i just had to cope with the fact that he is gone and i will never be able to see him again until we meet in heaven, God willing. I'm @ a crossroad of change and i'm afraid i will choose to be the same and not experience life to the fullest. I want to be like my grandfather when i get older and be able to have stories upon stories about my life, trials and tribulation, happiness and love. i want it all. i need it all. so as of today september 24, 2009 @ 1:40pm i have offically decided to LIVE MY LIFE as spontaneous, courageous, and loving as possible. i have to, or else why would God let me still be on this earth? ITS TIME TO LIVE!!!
Thank you lord!

Blogging

The world of blogging is interesting. I really want to develop this blog some more. I mean I have interesting thoughts that the masses should know. That's all I have to say about that. = ]

FIERCE

So i'm watching RuPauls Drag Race and Drag Queens are really fierce!!!!! Work It!!
----Shouts to all the DragQueens in the world!!!
-------------Double shouts to Wong Foo!! HAHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJ9TRGWf89k

Now i know this sounds kinda weird but people be jerkin' down here in So CAL (haha be jerkin'). Its a cool dance. Its old already but it still is real fun. I will add video once i figure out how to do it. LATERZ

Damn Baby!!

So here we are...

It is currently 9:37pm. I am waiting for the DVR (i dont not have a Tivo) to load up so i can finish watching Making The Band 4 and then prepare myself to watch the season finale of America's Best Dance Crew. I have offically got hip to the times and decided to start a blog. So here it is. If you want to here random tidbits about my life or hear about my favorite artists and such, well here you go!!!